I dont know about you but i'm more of a night person anyways

But seriously, i'm sorry that you are hurting so badly right now. Is there anything that we can do? Talk to us ... it might help a little bit. I wish that things were easier, but you can get through this, you can do this. You are such a good person, and you have many people on here who care about you.

Take good care of yourself, and try and come out of that darkness...

Jacq