Wanted to add. What's to live for? I'm sorry, you've gotten yourself into such a precarious situation. Placing value on life, dependent on a relationship status, seems too common, in this life. Is he really the center of the universe, and without him, the world ceases to exist? If he was that wonderful, everyone would worship him, in a pagan way.

One thing, missed,in research, i believe, well it's not listed. Called Alienation of Affection. His wife could sue you.

It's best to go into such relationships, especially with a confrontation avoidance type like he clearly is(cheaters typically are), with your eyes wide open.

Staying/Leaving, ugh, neither are panaceas.

Owning and Living your Truth is.

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