Absolutely!

Actually, he said my hypomania was a defense. I disagreed, then (reluctantly) agreed, now disagreeing again. It feels like the fun-loving part of me, and I can recall other, similar situations that had nothing to do with defending against emotion.

I know I've been somewhat obnoxious lately, but I feel sad that he totally rejected that part of me. For now on, I'll have to keep that part of me hidden away when i'm in therapy with him. I started feeling self-hate about this when I got up this morning.

I miss former T who accepted all of me without conditions.