feel abuse and let down all over agian. sposed to go pdoc, she/he called in sick. feelings of rejection and abandonment all over again. no one really gives a %#@&#! anymore. have to see nurse...wow....she cant diagnose or change my meds. nother week of crap crap crap crap crAP

NEED TO LEAVE THIS BLOODY HOUSE AND GET AWAY FROMAVERYONE

hiope they put me away so i can get some peace and get away from uncaring cold fish of a husband. going to see nurse at 1pm. like she can help(not)

feel like running away. so angry confused and let down