(((((((kerry))))))))))
wish i had cyber arms to give you a big hug.
im so sorry you are feeling unloved at the moment, hope it gets better for you soon.
hey kerry i shouldnt say this as most men on here will string me up, but..... most men are weak, we dont show our feelings very well. have you shown him any of your poems ? that may do the trick, or kick his butt and try to tell him how your feeling. he may understand the writen words better then the spoken, (i have the same problem, i find it hard to open up my feelings in spoken words)

my dear friend
dec xox