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I don't know if I have ever truly had it. I definitely did as a little kid but ever since 7th grade not really. Short periods of it. Even when i am at my absolute best i get glimpses of it but mostly I get contentment when not depressed. I have learned to be pretty ok with contentment. even peace and serenity. happiness and joy...very fleeting. At this point in my life I have even learned to be content in a depression.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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