Now I've gone from depressed to sick- bad bronchitis. Out of work all week, which I feel nervous and guilty about but I physically can't work. Nothing to do, just trying to sleep and I can't sleep so I have all of these awful thoughts swirling around in my head constantly. So sick of everything- I can't find any joy in anything I used to do. I can't even watch tv or read. Happy people on tv make me so angry- they are so stupid. Don't they know they are ultimately going to die and nothing they do truly matters? I'm sure all the meds for my sickness mixed with my other meds are not helping my mood. This is so hard.