I agree that you need counseling to deal with the abortion and your other issues. Now not after the fact. An abortion can really mess with your mind, with all the horomal changes. I hope you get into see someone more understanding. Good luck to you.
I live in Texas and instead of supporting our rights the state has helped close many abortion clinics. We are taking backward steps in women's rights.

Pm me if you need to talk.
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