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Originally Posted by trying2survive
well i'm going to get straight to the point, the relationship was over when he found out you cheated on him, everything else now is just vengeance because you hurt him..he won't ever forgive you and this is obvious by his actions, you don't hit anyone you love, cut your losses and leave this relationship and consider it a lesson learned.
i'm an advocate of saving relationships whenever possible, but your situation is bad and it is only going to get worse, save yourself the trouble in the pipeline GET OUT NOW!! i'm sorry if this is not what you want to hear but it's really good advice now it's up to you to act on it.
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he had told me he was over it, and he "forgave me". things were going good. we had moved out of our old place , and tried to start fresh. Maybe he has been bottling up old emotions, of what I had don to him. All I know Is that I love him a lot. and leaving this relationship would be extremely difficult. I have no job, own hardly anything in this apartment, would not be able to afford to pay rent here. I don't know many people in this city. I still don't even know how to get around here. I'm terrified of being alone, and I do love him. But maybe I'm stupid for thinking things will actually change. Everytime I think about what he did I get extremely angry. Last night I couldn't even tolerate how hurt I was, and I almost ended up sleeping on the couch. Yes maybe threesomes are normal in relationships. but I made it perfectly clear to him that I wasn't interested. It almost feels like he's trying to hurt me (more so when he's drunk) I'm probably just hurting myself by being involved with him. I do feel like **** about myself daily, and having someone who doesn't know how to love me, and be emotionally supportive hurts like hell. I don't know what to do.
It would be nice to be able to go out and have fun without this constantly happening. but I'm pretty sure that's just a dream that will never happen.