In relation to getting along, being a smart female, as compared to living on the gut alone, what is true is that the guys wish for you to act more stupid. They pick you when you're slender and later ask you to eat alot of meals with them. Then after you get more alive for the satisfaction of your stomach, call you on things, tell you you are selfish, and make up things about your not so good intentions. Really, when you were fasting more, you sought less temporal things, but now you get told off. They set it up that way. They make sure that you are fatted up to send you away, lonely, scalded, and guilty of actually nothing at all. I want to eat meals with the gentleman, yet, I don't equate food as anything to do with myself, especially as a person that wants to be happy. (sexuallity, entertainment, spending money, doing art, taking long naps etc) So I am all fed up. I know I don't have to allow false words and suggestions from him to touch my being. I can allow the friend to express what ever he wants and not dialouge with him on it. I can allow his this if this is what he needs. He told me to not try to stop him from enjoying his family, and that I am new to his frieinds and family and must not worry about time spent with others. I read it as I come by here alot and to make myself comfortable because he is going to spend time doing something with someone else today and he hopes I don't get jelous, mad, or mean. I can maybe just stay here, it is better here today than maybe at home and the school is closed today. It's ok to me to stay in his house, I hope he dosen't mind me here and was wondering, maybe he is secretly not too happy that I am enjoying his house. Is it bad manners for me to stay in his home, while he isn't here? He didn't invite me over here today. I am not sure what it means, and what to think.