The abortion can wait for weeks, but I cannot go on feeling like this for weeks. I feel like I need some kind of help now, otherwise I will not be able to cope with the future. I feel like I am a harm to myself, but I haven't been given the chance to express this to any doctor. I'm going to say this to my uni GP, but I have no idea how they will react.

I don't think my home doctor reacted correctly at all. I may be signed up with my uni doctor, but he is the families doctor, my old doctor, and the doctor I was about to sign up with when I got back. I don't ever want an appointment with him again. This isn't the first time he's ignored me. I'd rather spend £10 travelling on the train to my uni town than get discarded the way I felt today again. However, I shouldn't have to, especially not in this state. I just hope I get treated with this other doctor.