Please don't stop your meds Dec, if you're reading this. Thanks for posting Katheryn.
Living in the UK too

I understand anger at the "Health........ Service" and I too have done some unwise things due to feeling completely uncared about and victimised by these people.
Stopping meds can be dangerous. Please consult a doctor about this....... I am not the most compliant "patient" myself but I am on regular meds and they do help me function better than I would otherwise.... and sometimes they just keep me around on the planet when things are really bad
(((((((((( Dec and Katheryn ))))))))))
Please take care and be safe,
Fuzzy