Ugh, it turns out Castlewood doesn't take my insurance (and I have family in the area who say they've heard bad things about it), so I guess I won't be going there. I guess that means we're looking at Timberline again?

I just don't know, as scary as going inpatient is, right now living at home doesn't seem to be working because I'm not gaining weight and my depression and anxiety have gotten really bad again. I just want to get all this stuff figured out so I can get on with my life.