Thanks to everyone who responded. I feel less guilty than earlier today, that's for sure. I have a pretty strong sense of right and wrong when it comes to my own behavior and hate it when I lash out...even if the other person deserves to hear my thoughts, I would have preferred to express my anger in a more productive way...but, I think even worrying about an apology keeps me tied to him even longer. I'm sure he has not thought twice about it....if he didn't care enough to end the relationship with respect, then I'm sure he cares even less now...(Even though I did verbally beat up on him a bit.) :-)