I was in your spot last week. I know exactly why you hate needing him and how you are feeling. Ditto.

I'm figuring out that my Wellbutrin is playing a role in how obsessive I am. So, I talked to my Pdoc and I am stopping it for now and will just continue the Prozac.

Could it be a medicine making this worse for you?

Transference is just hard. Can we ever get past this with the same therapist it started with??

I wish I could tell mine what you just said to yours. I want so bad to tell him the absolute truth about my attachment but fear takes over and I can't do it. I know I feel worse afterwards because I will over-analyze the entire conversation and the cycle continues and continues...

At least I feel slightly better without the Wellbutrin today. My session is tomorrow and I know we'll discuss my phone call to him last week and getting my records...I think he thought I was leaving, I was just being obsessive and could never leave him....