I completely feel you. I take 500 mg Depakote bid and 200 mg topamax bid mainly for my seizures. Then on top of that the doc put me on 50 mg of seroquel. Difficult to mix drugs to fast I guess. But yes I recently started to feel "normal" as in dumbed down to the average person you run into on the streets. I stopped talking so fast and instead of a million things running through my head I got about a thousand. I just sat down and ate ice cream for the first time in close to 11 years. I drink vanilla almond milk. I hate vanilla, it is the aura for my seizures. Freaks me out. So "normal" maybe I feel that way. But I don't like it. It makes me feel average and when I'm in a manic state I am better than average. I just hate the short periods of depression. I want to be up all the time. So normal sucks.

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