I've been feeling so bad the last few days...really bad. Tonight I si for the first time in over a year. I thought I could handle this one but I can't do it on my own.

I'm so worried and frustrated. How can I be on 5 meds and still feel this way. Today was extremely stressful and I think that prompted this need for the hospital. My bf had to take the razors away from me and I'm thankful he came in when he did.

This is even more stressful because I was suppose to return to work this weekend after being out for back surgery. Now I have to tell my work that I had to go to the hospital. I don't want to tell them why. How would you guys handle telling an employer that you were in the psych ward? I mean I can probably get a general drs note that will not mention the psych ward but I'm not too sure. I wish I felt better. God do I do more than anything. God please help me.

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