Probably alot of you have seen me posting on soo many different posts...asking questions about how it might pertain to myself. Probably now your wondering if im a hypochondriac...or i am self diagnosising myself. But i am not self diagnosising....nor am i exactly thinking that i may have that illness. I see people tensing up alittle..and i dont just want people to feel like im taking this lightly...and when i say i feel like a retard because i feel this way...does not mean at all that I am calling you or your disease retarded...its not the proper word..thats MY fault..i feel "retarded" if im FAKING it because i love you all so much and your such wonderful people and all i want are opionions...and comments..something....please in no way shape or form think i am trying to self diagnos myself with everything in the book..please dont be angry at me. I understand with full perception i need to get a professionals opionion i am trying desperatly right now to look at my options....and in the meanwhile things are going on inside of me i have never ever seen before...scary things...different things...and im just asking for explainations of different illnesses...not explanations of myself....just the different illnesses because not only do i want to find something i may snuggle up alittle closer to because i do feel comfortable..but also because i am curious and DO want to know you all better and how it works and whats involved..because Id like to know you all alot better..not just a few people here and there...if i annoy anyone...or upset anyone or have someone feeling disrespected...please tell me...pm me anytime day or night...i am on prett y much when i have time ...and i will apologize with my heart because i know that is not my intention at all...I just feel i have been tripping up lately...and i feel i have been making people annoyed at me..or ive been saying the wrong things...so I feel that if i clarify here maybe all of you can understand where i am coming from. Thank you for everything.

love, Inny....oh if anyone needs anything PM me and i will try to help you in any way i can and try to support you...