My godmother committed suicide about 3 years ago now. It really effected me, and made me very upset. I viewed the body before the funeral, and cried so much that day. Since then, I have had a few dreams with her in them. I remember in one, I was walking along a beach with her just talking (I can't remember what about now). I haven't had one of those dreams for ages, but last night I had a very vivid dream in which I remember getting off a train as I was going to meet her. She was waiting on the platform for me, and when I saw her, I went up and hugged her so tight, and I was crying and crying saying I missed her and why did she have to do it, and she was just hugging me saying, 'I know....'