I need to tell you about today. :'( I did not get a chance to contact you but I wish I had the time. Tomorrow is a busy day as well, and I see my new Therapist in the middle of all the chaos. I guess I have to wait until Friday, and hope I could still communicate my true emotions about this situation. I will probably dissociate by then and be numb.

I know I really need you when I see you twice a week, but miss you so much between sessions.

I feel so lonely.