Thank you for your reply - it means so much I know that she won't reply to any of my messages anyway - as messaging her now is innappropriate - apparently everything I did was innappropriate/strange to her... the way I am feeling about it right now It was such a messy termination - I do hope all these feelings get better. Her saying I was innappropriate was also due to one of my hyperactive episodes that she thought was strange - but didn't tell me until after termination. It made it so difficult, as I had to go back to my psychiatrist and got another diagnosis of bipolar.