I started to see my P'doc on a weekly basis in 2004. I didn't do much else all week.

Now I also see a psychologist (fortnightly) and have a personal mentor (weekly). I am now linked in with a mental health service that I attend twice a week and a craft group that I attend each Thursday.

I find it hard to keep up with it all. Yesterday my P'doc suggested that we start to meet monthly or even have a six month break. He also said that we would need to discuss any changes before it happened. Last night I felt angry and sad at the same time. I have made some progress with my P'doc, but its not like everything is fixed. I cried.

Makes me realize the fact that my p'doc is a professional and so is my psych and so is my mentor. I hate this treadmill life.