I'm sorry you're feeling this way If you can find a good mood stabilizer it can honestly help A LOT. Just don't give up.

Don't give up on the idea of therapy. Sometimes I feel the same way. But I think it's important to have that as a constant in your life no matter what stage you're in. Even if you walk in with nothing to talk about it's still good to be seeing someone. It's important to have all the support you can get.

I'll tell you though, I've definitely had moments where the level of how sexual I am has gone way up. I think it's kind of common.