Dear T, I'm scared of everything (I know I know, I'm a chicken!). I learned that changes require courage.

Yesterday I was in the city and I happened to walk through that chic district where you had your first practice, when we started working together and your office was pretty close. It made me think about our first session when I was sooo cynical. I told you I was there because your lovely colleague had just dumped me and I had run out of resilience and didn't need you to analyze my mother/father/cat/past but just help me stop throwing up as soon as possible. And you stared at me, eyes wide open and just said "Resilience, a technical term", thinking "do I really have to treat such an ***?" - I could read it on you face and it was just what I wanted because I was pissed at the whole category, but you were still surprisingly kind.
Well I turned out to be different and now you know it.

I got suddenly homesick and thought how fast time has passed and things have changed and they don't seem to stop changing and this confuses me. You assured me many times that you will stay, but the future is a huge question mark.
I started this post to say I'm grateful, and look what it has turned into, lol. By the way, have a great holiday.