iam 11 weeks pregnant and feeling stretching pains i guess you can call it. i have so many different thoughts in my head its crazy. i have onlt had nausea no throwing up. i can see my waist line is getting bigger anda bit of a bump starting to form. other than i dont feel pregnant and i keep reading bad pregnancy things on the net that worry me alot. my first ultrasound is coming up in a couple of weeks iam beyond nervous.
iam going to be 30 in a couple of weeks and he is 34.

my boyfriend and i got into a fight 2 weeks ago which stressed me right out and he broke up with me and said he wil still be here for me and the baby and then says stupid things like we can date eachother again after the baby is born or date other people. he has called me psycho a couple of times. he keeps thinking and saying im keeping secrets when iam not. he only does that when he texts me and i dont answer right away. he started talking about doing things seperatly so that is how I am thinking now. last night he also said to me iam a negative person and he needs to surround himself with positive people and that the way I am acting weird and non talkative is pushing him further and further away from me. we were lookin at places together now he doesnt even want to talk about it. he lives right around the corner from me and i hardly see him anymore. one minute he is talking like he did before houses, etc then the next he is talking about lawyers and telling me when i start dating again not to date his friends. i dont get it. he also keeps saying let things flow on their own between us things will work out on their own he is really stressing me out with all of this.