I think the number of views go up because people are checking out the site--and when I first came here I just read and did not post for awhile. I wanted to get use to the place before I jumped in. When I am depressed I often read posts but sometimes don't have the energy to reply. Don't let it get you down. The important part is that the people who do decide to post have some real good things to say and are concerned about you. I understand the problem of not getting into a T--that is a long wait. I don't have too many new suggestions to add--see if you can find a new one T? I know it is frustrating--hang in there and do whatever it takes to take care of yourself.