As mentioned in a previous thread my boyfriend just quit drinking--he is now out of rehab. It seems like I have a lot going on--work issues--family issues and such. And I am feeling really tired--might be my rescent change in meds. With all this going on I do sometimes get an occassional thought that it would be nice to just escape with a drug. Just check out for awhile. I don't plan on doing that. I enjoy my sobriety and don't want to cause myself problems. Just today I have replied to peoples posts that sobriety is so much better than using--I do really believe that. ....sometimes it is tough to face the world without an escape. It just seems like the world is always in my face--the good, the bad and the ugly. Sometimes, it feels a little overwhelming.