yeah a bucket-full would help right about now : there is not an adequate grumpy face to express frustration w/ session today :

it is so very nice to read of the good things in ppl's lives especially when they have lived for so long weathering the IRL crud rather solo. it will be so helpful for you to match up with some savvy soul there who can match you step for step and help you not only find your own groove again but get downright funky in that groove.... <---that's the crowd grooving to your groovy funk in support. a funk-in? a groove-a-thon?