He made room in his schedule. I see pdoc again on may 19. I just want to sleep. I called my nurse it went straight to voicemail which sucks cause I should really reach out. I'm laying in bed wishing I could just stop being. I'm crying. Why can't this be over? I promised my nurse I wouldn't c%t, but that was a few days ago and something has got to give. I hate being like this.

Tig