Sweetie, I can understand the wanting to cry. Pregnancy affects hormones, plus you are dealing with the problems with your boyfriend.
I have a suggestion to make: Please stop reading bad things on the Internet about pregnancy. Most pregnancies turn out fine.
I never felt baby movements at all during my two pregnancies! Right now all you will be able to detect is the little one growing just like he/she is supposed to. I lost my baby weight, too, so that's something to not worry about either.
Okay?
Feel free to continue posting on this thread. We want to know how things are going.

We care!