Sorry to hear you are having such a painful memory. Only you will know if this memory is a true recollection of what happened. Until you get to process this with your T again I would suggest some distraction and self soothing for your mind. Also if it is indeed real, therapy will help you deal with it, you will surprise yourself at how strong you will be. Thing is you won't have any choice but to deal with it, so you will. Do some kind things for yourself these next two weeks, you deserve a break from the worries