thanks for ur support... it would have been helpful to be able to call my T cept that were i am it was around midnight when it got all too much.. i had the worse time last night.. i called up lifeline but the chick didnt sound to welcoming felt like i was interrupting something cos she sounded impatient and wouldnt give me time to respond so i hung up took some sleeping pills and entered my drug coma for the rest of the night.....
im going to work today so i dont want to start it up again yet with my T..