That's one of the annoying things. Some meds work wonders for some people, and some meds just give nasty side effects, don't work or make things worse. I know things suck... But trust me, keep on fighting and you will make it. I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, sometimes I get the feeling life just hates people like us... But again, you will make it. I completely understand what you're going through (Going through a lot of the same things myself right now) and you're not alone. If you need someone to talk I'm here. The more support the better, am I right? Have you talked to your psychiatrist?