I had no clue I was delusional until I left hospital (without finishing my treatment) and went to a new doctor who said in an angry way that I was not the center of the world. It was striking. I was thinking I was influencing the world politics through my posts on internet and that the television spoke both to me and about me and I had cameras everywhere watching me. Then I woke up, I don't know if as a result of some medication I was forced at the hospital. Most the time I threw away the meds when the nurses weren't watching. But since I realised how crazy I was I've been perfectly normal and taking meds. While in hospital although no one, even a nurse, understood what I was doing there since I seemed perfectly normal. I kept quiet about my weird ideas knowing they would think I was crazy and I would never left there. But my family knew how bad I was and also everyone who read my posts on the internet. Mostly everyone on my Fb contact list o.O
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