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Originally Posted by The Fox & the Hound
I want to get help. But I try and I never can. I know it sounds pathetic. You guys help me, but I never can tell anyone. Even someone who noticed.
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It took me about 2 years to summon up the courage to tell someone when I was in High School, in the end it didn't help me that much but the relief of actually telling someone was huge and it did make me safer. Do you think posting here helps keep you safe or do you think that you need something irl too?
When I went off to University I was so afraid of telling anyone that I tried to"run away". As I was over 18 by then I was free to go wherever I pleased whenever I wanted., so by running away I mean that I tried to disappear and go where no-one would ever find me. I was so confused and distressed that I got picked up by a stranger who turned out to be a retired doctor, he got me some psych support and got me back to uni. After that I've been in and out of the system and I don't always ask for help when I should. So I do know how hard it is for you, it is so much easier to say what to do than actually doing it.
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I want to be done suffering. Done hurting people, being burden to them , not doing anything right
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How are you hurting people? You're certainly not a burden to anyone here, we all have our own experiences and I for one offer my support and insight uncondtionally. You are posting here and reaching out and that is something that you ARE doing right.
Take care and be a little kinder to yourself.