So there was a guy who walked up to my desk, and he was friendly...I had to do a quick check for him....still friendly. Almost smarmy, but not creepy smarmy, just......it annoyed me. He wasn't very young ( so not suggesting the dreaded 'ma'am' affect, nor older...about my age) and he was not flirting. Just....niiiiice.

Seemed so phony but then I thought...really???? How can a 10 second dialog create any impression of fakery? But he was. I smiled and was friendly right back, but eye contact was NOT gonna happen.

And even tho I was nice back, I feel disappointed in myself because he was probably honestly nice...and I resented him for it. And don't even know why. (sigh)

Gonna be one of those days.