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Old May 01, 2014, 10:19 PM
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Originally Posted by Angelornot View Post
I know how you feel. one time my parents found out I had been cutting worse than usual and they took away my phone and my music and everything comforting and threatened to send me to the hospital and I was so scared and even more angry and I didn't know how to cope. I ended up wrapped in a soft blanket with a stuffed animal crying. sometimes crying is helpful, and soft comforting things. if you have music try that. if you feel like self harming, distract yourself. write on yourself with a red pen if you need to. it helps.
He took away my radio, my security blanket, my blades (of course), and anything that he deemed could be used as self-harm. He views writing on the body as a way to self-harm, because he thinks that the ink gets into the bloodstream and infects the blood. Not like I believe him, but...yea, I have NO comfort objects whatsoever. And if he hears me cry, he's going to yell at me to stop.
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