I remember used saying ( I think Im going crazy ). Now I can say, IM crazy lol. Im dying inside and I have no control of anything any more. It's just too late I think. I can't feel or think. IM not here, Im not there. Im just not me or anyone or anything anymore. I was giving effexor XR and I've read so many bad things about it from people who have used it, and I've read a couple of good storys. The thing is 90 % were bad , really bad, nightmare. But then again Im doing very bad. I been drug free for years and Im getting worst. and at the same time with drugs I feel so bad. Don't know what to do. I took one pill last night and I felt great the whole dAy, from just one pill, But Im worried about taking it and later on I might think about killing my self like some peope do. atleast I never think about taking my life now>anyone out there can help me? thanks