second day in a row. I saw some stupid thing by ex-best friend's sister messaging someone else that they were more than friends but sisters. her whole family used to say that to me. I got so upset the first thing I thought of was self harm. I mean I already did it yesterday what's one more day? so I cut my wrist again. this shouldn't be my coping skill again but I don't have a better one. I have no one to talk to.