Just for you hun:

I want to clarify my earlier post for you. The idea of suicide is so appealing sometimes because of the need to escape what's bothering us most, as another person who posted earlier mentioned experiencing. The desire to escape is fueled by our deep rooted need to feel relief of allllllllll (those surely aren't enough L's -.-) that negative pressure and our overwhelming negative emotions.

I don't want to say anything cliché since it can seem so impersonal (I mean, even saying 'cliché is cliché, ahahaha) but I really want you to feel the energy from everyone in this thread. We virtually gathered here to support none other than *you*. You're not doing this for us. You're doing this for you. You started this thread, right? None of us came here to share our experiences and words because we didn't think you weren't worth it. You are! You are worth it! You are very much worth our collective support. We don't all experience this pain in the exact same way but what matters is that we did, have and are.

As another person has mentioned, there's likely something great waiting for you. Maybe it's around the corner and a little to the left. Aren't you a little curious as to what it is...? ^.^ Maybe your immediate answer is no; but I'm sure there's an eeeeensssy part of you that's curious. Honestly, I'd like to know I'd bet everyone else on this thread wants to know too. And by maintaining that control you've always had - & I strongly believe you have it - you can put your hands down as slowly as you want. Breathe deeply for as long as you want. Air is free. No physical harm has to be done here.

Sure things aren't perfect, and maybe they're not all right. But you're here to experience them. And, to tell us what that great thing is

For you: