Thanks You're kind. What is a GP? Is it a doctor? I don't always understand abbreviations in english So you talked with a doctor before then with your parents...I don't know...it would be difficult also to see one without making them know. It could be a solution, because I'd feel less embarrassed with a therapist then with my parents, but it would be difficult to 'organize' it. And then I don't want that they remain badly because I didn't want to talk with them. Maybe it would be easier if I didn't care so much about hurting the others...but it's impossible.
Maybe if I still had a lot of compulsions, like before, I would be more 'motivated' to look for help...now sometimes I think 'I can tolerate these symptoms, it's not worth talking about them'...but I'd like to do it. Well, thanks for answering again