Oops I should have finished reading the thread before I responded! But I so wanted to respond as soon as I read your first post.

Glad you called! And trust me, I feel just as stupid with this type of stuff. Immediately afterwards I'm like "I am such a moron." But it's just self-consciousness. Therapists are used to this stuff. I'm sure if you're able to get in to see him again it'll be helpful and you could even talk about how it's scary for you to call. Maybe. If that's not too scary.

Okay I still didn't finish this thread so this response might be off by a few replies. I'm impatient tonight for some reason. My mind's on the group therapy session I just went and screwed up.

Sidony