Oh T. I am feeling such weirdness right now. One of those "gut feeling" kind of things that I need to just stop this with you now - I have so much respect and appreciation for you and up until the other day, have also appreciated the non-traditional parts of my therapy because that stuff was already a part of my own belief system, but this last thing you brought in... I think it was too far beyond traditional therapy... and I feel bad thinking that because you trusted me that it would be okay, but I don't know, on the one hand I can look at it as just getting a new perspective on stuff and that's fine, if you don't bring it up again. Maybe I can start off my next appointment with a question "Why did you bring in that new stuff last time? For what purpose?" I admit I find it a fascinating subject, but it belongs like among friends or something, not in therapy. At least to me. And we are not friends. I know this, because I HAVE friends now, and I don't have to PAY them!!! I appreciate your knowledge on the subject, but don't feel the need to pay for it, if that makes any sense. Agh, T, I am so full of feelings at the moment I don't know what to do with them all. I need to be able to talk about this with you next week, and then say goodbye to you, and not make any more appointments because I think the lines have gotten blurry for both of us and that's not good. Jeezo pete, this is almost worse than a rupture.... I'm not considering it that because I'm not mad maybe I just don't understand the word.