I am sorry that youa re feeling this depressed and worry about your safety.
Is there someone in your life who can help you to look into your options?
Some of the pharmacueticals have patient assistance programs that give people the medications they need.
You really can not go cold turkey off your meds...some of them could cause you permanent damage or seizures if you don't taper off them.
this is very serious.
Can you go to an er to get some medications?
bizi