I have been off for a month now. I'm just depressed but I called the county crisis response center and have an apt for Saturday. I called before I hit rock bottom. Life don't have much meaning now If I hit rock bottom I may not get up this time so I made the call. I am tired of waiting for a SSD court date. My lawyer says 12 to 16 month wait that means I may have a court dat by Dec. So Here I sit no job. no medical and no hope