I should get a t-shirt made that says - I survived my first day back at work after taking a sick leave. I was surprised to receive so many hugs at work, and find it such a positive experience. I just kept saying 'i was sick' when asked why I was away for 2 months, and no one pestered me too much. One woman said: "so glad you're smiling again - I hadn't seen you smile in a long time," so I guess it must have been somewhat obvious to some pple, but glad no one bugged me too much about it. Phew!! didn't think I'd make it through.

Thank G-d for meds -- but a bit worried, because have bruises with celexa and if they continue, there's nothing else to try (have horrible side effects with all) - PLEASE let me tolerate this one...

Sorry for venting - thanks for the support so far - it is really helpful to chat with pple who actually understand what depression is like...