..I know it's this and it's that!..

but it is me...

there is no thing that can contain me....

and I am much less than proud of this

I blow my mind trying to share...

and even me must beware...

it's difficult in my brain...

...knowing me like me I am insane....

I sincerely am sorry to those who care..

so much pain is mine ...so much pain is there..

this illness is so demanding...

I choose to fight it...

DM... dubblemonkey....James