Warning-Trigger-Major Vent

You will seldom see a negative post from me but today I am so angry I am having a hard time dealing with it. I want to pick up things and start smashing them against the wall. I think about the people who are hurting me right now and it makes me think about using my mace and...well I won't say it but use your imagination.

I have been sick for six weeks now and it is due to a doctor who refuses to prescribe the antibiotics I need so desperately. I've had really bad bronchitis coupled with major stress and the combination is wearing me down.

When I first saw her, she prescribed atibiotics and after only three days I was starting to feel better. She had given me ten days worth, but the other seven days worth were stolen by the same person who stole my klonipin. And my credit card. And my military ID. And my social security card and many other things.

I told the doctor and asked her to please give me another script. But no!
She tried me on something else that didn't do **** for me. When that didn't work, she tried me on something else. I feel like screaming. Why won't they listen?

I've put a call into the VA clinic once again, asking for the original script of antibiotics. And I put in a call to the patient advocate. As the minutes tick by ad no one has returned my calls, my gut is tied up in knots and I can't eat or take my meds right now.

It's not physc meds-it's just ****ing penicillan! I'm so tired of being sick. I have no energy, I can't work out or get anything else done and when I cough it sounds like dying seals.

I'm goig to go for another cup of coffee and then bring the red headed fury down on them. I will do it calmly (ha!) and politely but they WILL be listening.

Thank you for letting me vent. I feel a touch better. I'll let you kow what happens.