I always feel like the I hate the people that are around me most and secretly have to pretend I like them but I don't.

I hate my 70 year old parents and wish they would die. My older teen I don't like. I don't even want to be near her.

I have a few close friends that I never really liked. I also hated my husband and never wanted to marry him.

People I work with I mostly like. But as I drive down the street, I see other cars as enemies out to get me. The friends I do have lie to me. My husband treated me like crap.

I want a whole new life.