I feel the "bad" feelings that started my last mixed episode and have for the past 3 days. I just got a new job and was kicking butt like I always used to but yesterday I struggled quite a bit. Today I ran around taking care of things, but that "I don't want to do that (not because I am lazy don't want to) and feel scared of doing (insert activity/task here)."

This is not acceptable! I'm frustrated and kind of pissed because its only been about a month since I was in a severe mixed state!